Do i have an eating disorder?

i have told people i have an eating disorder... because i want to have one...yes i might be crazy and please don't lecture me...i am always insecure and in my school like 99%of my friends are really skinny, and i always feel fat... and i have seen that i have lost some weight and im happy :) and now that i look at it...i haven't been eating as much... and ik ik ik! its bad for my health... blah blah blah...i don't really need a lecture...and i would also like to know of any good pro ana sites...and tips and tricks.....and also...my mom got mad at me the other day and told me to eat more.... so i want to know how i can make it seem as if i am eating? help... no lectures please...i already know all about it...but no im not bulimic and i wouldn't like to make myself throw up...and it doesn't seem to work for me...and its not my thing so yeah. also...i tend to eat less than 1000 calories or so...like from 400-800 calories or so... only once in a while more than 1000...but i want to know if i do have an eating disorder or not... like anorexia i think its called? or any other ED?...and i also know i have lost weight... and im really happy..and another thing,.....i call myself fat a lot because i think im fat but when i look in the mirror and see that i have lost weight i get really happy...so i want to know if i do or if i don't have an eating disorder?