Do i have an eating disorder?

i have told people i have an eating disorder... because i want to have one...yes i might be crazy and please don't lecture me...i am always insecure and in my school like 99%of my friends are really skinny, and i always feel fat... and i have seen that i have lost some weight and im happy :) and now that i look at it...i haven't been eating as much... and ik ik ik! its bad for my health... blah blah blah...i don't really need a lecture...and i would also like to know of any good pro ana sites...and tips and tricks.....and also...my mom got mad at me the other day and told me to eat more.... so i want to know how i can make it seem as if i am eating? help... no lectures please...i already know all about it...but no im not bulimic and i wouldn't like to make myself throw up...and it doesn't seem to work for me...and its not my thing so yeah..